That all I ever do is complain on here. But to me, its kind of like my journal.. ish.. in a way.
anywho…
I hate my job. I thought it’d be wonderful because it is a manager position and I’d be working basically full time. My boss asked how many hours I’d like to work when he re-hired me in as a manager.. I told him about 25-30.. 35 tops if he absolutely needed me to stay and what not when we got busy..
I’m scheduled no less that 40-45 hours a week. I also work the 6 hours at the desk, and have 6 meetings throughout the week. I also have a 3rd job that I work on the weekends. Like this week I am working at the country club. Oh, and school full time. Add it up, thats like 57 hours of work in one week, and then I;m tring to get all A’s this semester since I’m only taking 14 credits. Good lord. im exhausted.
I worked 7-10 this morning at the desk after not going to bed till 1 because I had to wash my uniform since it was dirty after work and only have one shirt right now. at 10 I had a front desk meeting till 11. At 11 I had an RA meeting till 12. I had to be to my other job by 1. I was scheduled till 9:30. Not bad, and 8.5 hour shift. A perfect one if you ask me. Well, not having anyone scheduled in my area past 9:30 (we close at 11) means I had to stay till 11, oh not to mention I didnt get a break because we were so busy. 10 hours of straight work with no break, no food, no nothing. All I had to keep me going was a small cup of soup I had inbetween meetins this moring :( Efffff working right now. Can I just retire yet?
Still stressed about where I will be living in april. I don’t want to be an RA anymore. I just want to resign, but I cant, because I have nowhere to live up until then. mehhhh I wish I had the nerve to ask my aunt if I could move in with her up until I found a place.
