Im tired. Physically and emotionally.
Working 50+ hours a week, taking 14 credits in school, sitting in 6 meetings a week, doing RA duty at least once a week…
Then I’ve got homework, study hours, boyfriend time, time to drive back and forth between jobs and school, and finally eating and sleeping in between there.
I’m so ready for april 25th to come.
April 25th is the day the hall closes for spring/summer. April 25th is the day I get to move out of this dorm. I don’t know where I’m going to be living yet, but I do know it’s not here.
They’re not understanding of my schedule here and I hate that.
Last night I switched duties with a fellow RA so he could go home for the weekend. Duty include staying up till 2AM walking the building ever hour from 8pm-2am. So I didnt get to go to bed till 2:30ish, and of course couldnt fall asleep right away. I had to be up my 8:30 to get to work ontime. Worked till 5:45, when straight to meeting, then did gavel pass with sisters, had to leave that early and now sitting at my other job till 1am. My eyes hurt from being so tired. Everything starts to blur from me being so tired. I just want to sleep. But when i get to, I still am going to be woken up at 7am because my boyfriends alarm clock will go off then since he works at 8am.
will this ever end? No, probs not. Being a manager for a new restaurant that is opening on wednesday means im working 40+ hours a week there alone. mehhhhh Can i just crawl in bed and stay there all day??
oh wait, no … no i cant.. because i need to pay tuition, pay back a sister a large amount of money, pay back my boyfriend and pay for my car, and THEN Start trying to save so I can figure out where im goin to live end of april…
mehhhh, I miss being 5 years old without a worry in the world.
